this is a terrible start to spring break. its fucking snowing. im still in logan and saturday is almost over. i hate that people cant be on time and realize that i dont want to be here anymore. we had a lot of stuff to do today and i doubt its going to happen.

also, my mom just called about flights for going home and coming back. i HATE that my family is so broken. if people wonder why i “hate” my family, thats not true, i just hate all the arguements and how broken it is. Its not my fault at all that my parents are divorced. its not my fault they cant say once nice thing to each other. its not my fault my sister and dad dont have any relationship at all. i feel like im stuck in the middle and both my parents want me to side with them and its just not fair. none of it is my fault and the only thing i try to do is maintain a positive relationship with both of them. 

im so sick and tired of this.